For you, I will...

I can’t let you know how I feel,

I can’t let you know just how weak I am

That would just be another disappointment

And that I cannot let happen

You expect much of me

Somehow, you think that I’m better than I am

You think I can accomplish anything,

When I’m just a normal person in reality

You seem to think highly of me,

You think that I’m somebody,

Somebody important,

Somebody who’ll conquer the world some day

Oh, how shall I put it?

I can never tell you

That I’m on a verge of a breakdown

Because I’ve finally realized

That I am not the great person you think I am,

And that I can never become that person

I cannot tell you

You deserve so much better than another disappointment,

So I’m gonna keep on fighting

Keep on trying...

Even though it seems impossible

I’m gonna keep on trying...

Even though I’m probably gonna drown while trying,

Even though all my efforts will probably end up killing me

I’m gonna keep on trying...

For you

Because I love you

Created by Whisperinginthewind

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