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A Pulsating Star

The conversation didn’t rush. It unfolded the way waves do—soft, steady, almost unnoticeable until you realize how far they’ve reached. He spoke about strength like it was something expected of him, something he carried without question. But between his words, there was something else—something more fragile. Not weakness… just honesty. He could handle life, he said. But getting hurt? That was different. I read those lines twice. It wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t loud. But it lingered. I tried to lighten things, slipping into familiar thoughts—how people live different lives, how no one really walks the same path. It was easier that way. Safer. Less heavy than acknowledging what he was quietly admitting. Still, the weight of it stayed. Then the conversation drifted, like it always does when things get too real. From emotions… to places. From vulnerability… to mountains. He talked about hill stations, about quiet places hidden away from crowds, where the air feels different and time slows do...

Between Care and Confessions

It started like a normal conversation. Small updates. Random questions. Light replies. The kind you don’t think twice about. He asked if I got my luggage. I told him it took me four hours just to get it back. Back and forth. Airport. Waiting. Exhaustion. “That’s really stressful, ” he said. “But finally you got it 👍” And just like that— we slipped back into something easy. I sent him photos. Singapore streets. The heat. The kind that makes you want to stay indoors and do nothing. “It’s same here… too hot,” he said. Different countries. Same weather. Same conversation. It felt… normal. Until it didn’t. Days passed in messages. Good mornings. Random updates. Small jokes. Selfies I didn’t want to send— but sent anyway. “I’m not good with selfies,” I told him. Still, I sent one. At the airport. Half-covered by a mask. “Joyce, how do you justify it with mask?” 😂 I laughed. Because somehow— he noticed everything. Even the smallest things. “Nice dp bt...

Delays and Promises

  It was supposed to be a simple trip. In and out. Nothing special. Just another flight…  another stamp…  another check-in. But somewhere  between takeoff and landing— everything went wrong. By the time I arrived in Singapore,  I was already exhausted. The kind of tired that  settles deep in your bones. The kind you can’t fix with sleep. And then came the message. My luggage didn’t make it. All my clothes. “Kuala Lumpur,” they said. Like that was supposed  to make it better. So there I was. In a different country. Wearing the same outfit. With nothing else. No backup plan. No control. Just… me. I told myself it wasn’t a big deal. But it was. Because it wasn’t just about clothes. It was the feeling of being  completely unprepared— like everything could fall apart  at any moment. And in that moment,  he asked where I was. And somehow…  that felt enough. Grounding. I hadn’t eaten. Didn’t even feel like it. All I wanted was to lie down,...

Wind, Waves, and the Way He Spoke

The next day felt different—not because of him,  but because of where I was. I was out.  Far from routine.  Far from conversations that needed decoding. “Just went to a lighthouse… very strong wind 😁” And it really was.  The kind of wind that doesn’t just touch you— it pushes you.  It messes up your hair,  your balance, even your thoughts. I sent him a video— waves crashing, the sky stretching endlessly.  That quiet kind of beauty that doesn’t need words. But of course, he noticed something else. “It is like a new hairstyle 🤣” I laughed.  Not the ocean, not the view—my hair. Still, he added,  “The beauty at the back is so relaxing.” That part felt better.  Like he was trying to meet me where I was. For a moment, it was simple.  Just sharing. Just being. “Have a great time, Joyce.” I thanked him and continued my day. While I was out exploring, he was still in bed. “Scratching my back… struggling to get up coz of laziness 🤣” The c...

The Story He Carried

It started with something simple. “One girl.  One love.  One lifetime.” The kind of words that sound beautiful at first— until you pause long enough to question them. Because life is rarely that simple.  And people… even less. So I asked — not to challenge him, but to understand him. “Are you saying you’ve never had a girlfriend before?” I remembered he had said something different earlier.  And small inconsistencies have a way of whispering louder  than grand declarations. He admitted it. Yes, he had a girlfriend. And just like that, the tone shifted. “She cheated.” There was no hesitation.  No softening.  Just a clean version of the truth — or at least, his version of it. He told me everything.  How she chose another man.  How she married him.  How it all ended. That part, I understood.  Pain like that doesn’t need decoration. But then the story went deeper.  Too deep. He said he saw their messages.  All of them.  T...

The Offer

It started like any other morning  between two people living in different worlds. I sent him a simple message— “Blue sky, sunny morning today 😎”— the kind of update you share without thinking,  like letting someone peek into your day.  A small window. A quiet invitation. He replied hours later. “Good morning Joyce… it’s still dark here 😂” Different time zones. Different realities.  But somehow, we met in the middle— through screens, through words,  through moments that felt oddly close. He called the photo beautiful. And I smiled. Days passed like that.  The conversation drifted the way it always did— light, easy, a little curious.  He complimented my display picture. I thanked him.  I asked about his dog.  I teased him about the island photos he promised but never sent. “I will send,” he said. Simple. Casual. But looking back now…  there were already small things he said he would do.  And didn’t. Then came April. I was travelin...