I can’t let you know how I feel,
I can’t let you know just how weak I am
That would just be another disappointment
And that I cannot let happen
You expect much of me
Somehow, you think that I’m better than I am
You think I can accomplish anything,
When I’m just a normal person in reality
You seem to think highly of me,
You think that I’m somebody,
Somebody important,
Somebody who’ll conquer the world some day
Oh, how shall I put it?
I can never tell you
That I’m on a verge of a breakdown
Because I’ve finally realized
That I am not the great person you think I am,
And that I can never become that person
I cannot tell you
You deserve so much better than another disappointment,
So I’m gonna keep on fighting
Keep on trying...
Even though it seems impossible
I’m gonna keep on trying...
Even though I’m probably gonna drown while trying,
Even though all my efforts will probably end up killing me
I’m gonna keep on trying...
For you
Because I love you
